Hi all,
My name is Syahida Abdullah but just call me Syda. Just a simple type.easy going, funny..(p/s: they said it doesn't match my personality but it what I'm and I have no doubt about that:P
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| She perfect and so nature (Thalia) |
Once born in Kajang, Selangor.
Of course i'm a lady...since i havent do any operation in Thailand...it's a joke..
Must remember my day born in this world on 23 November 1984, in Syaaban, 6.40 am (but my eyes so heavy to woke up at morning) and a Sagi..
I speak Malay and English but since i like to share this to world so I use English...4gv me for my broken since im to lazy to write proper...
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| wooopppssss.....not tiz one |
Allah will bless us eternity.....amin.....
Not long after that, I was been bless with a great baby who change my life forever....it a precious give and cost nothing in return. I luv him sho much and promise myself and Allah will try my very top level best to luv and cherish will all the guide in a world could give..alhamdullilah he turn 6 tiz yrs and in a blink he will face her real life next years....
Then, I thinking to have him company in his age of 3...but not long after received the good news...they baby was abort in 2 month..I accept the news.....
Not long, I got offer for goverment side, the jobs everyone wanted as a goverment waiting not counting 6 yrs up and down in getting it. But it all rezki that Allah give so I overwhelm...and in the same yrs I got another bonus when find out I was pregnant a twin...but I faced obstacles since I have prob with the pregnancy all the way until 5 month...In a day of morning Raya 29th September 2009. I can't believe the news doctor told me about my dead baby inside....it took 1 day check to find out after she was telling me before to standby for my pre-mature baby born in month of 6..only a month b4 delivered..........that really shocked me up.......! I aspect that Allah was giving a good return after the loss b4 so i couldn't face it....4 yrs waiting for another one but it turn up to this...the past of my pair twin baby which I already gave a name...Yusuf and Aisyah..
Only Him know what the best, soon I faces another challenger which is to ashamed and personal to tell here...loss of my trust and love one...so I sank in a small ship of a big ocean....no one and left alone......although, Allah give me strength to through it.....it was hard and tough......I almost insane......
But life goes on, so after my visit to my late baby grave I decided to make a step in my life which I couldn't have it before.....they still remain in my memories and I pray for em...Al-Fatihah....
Next yrs, 2010...I register for a study in Uitm, Shah Alam for Bachelor in Mass Comm course and started to have license.......Im independence but after this incidence I learn my lesson.....none can help me unless myself... so I raise for the sake of my beloved sons and his twin baby
Until that, I was busying my life a started to accept and live with that memories...I dont del the sour one coz I want to remember this moments in me future success (With Allah will)...
I'm proud with my sons bcoz all this mature him and turn him into a great boys, still that poor baby was lonely so I decided to pet a cat as his company...kinda weird coz when we wanted the most it hard to find one...every place we dine...my eyes was chasing that fur things in help.......
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| In memory, Ibu always luv u, dear |
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| 3 stooges...hehehe |
